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Hi guys!

I've sort of blipped out of the ST fandom lately, but I just got pinched by the Spirk fairy, and am craving some nice angsty fic.

I'm looking for fics where Jim is suicidal or just really not holding it together (preferable at least a little suicidal) after Spock dies.

What I really want is a fic where Jim tries to kill himself after Spock dies and then Spock finds out after he comes back but idk if that exists. I'd love some fic where Spock comforts Jim after he comes back because Jim is still not ok about losing him and David.


30th-Aug-2015 04:50 pm - Star Trek AOS Jim/Bones
I read an AOS fic, Jim/Bones I think, where the Enterprise crew boards a ship they find seemingly abandoned and find all the crew dead. The ship was taken over by some evil entities or aliens and they murdered all the crew except for the ship's doctor. The entities can assume the appearance of those they kill. Bones knows the doctor, he worked with her before, and he tries to save her when she's is held hostage and then attacked. Bones is very he's badly injured. Someone on the ship realizes something is wrong and beams all the away team back to the Enterprise.

Does this fic ring a bell? It's driving me nuts that I can't find it anywhere. Thanks in advance for any help you can give me.
29th-Aug-2015 01:57 pm - Old zine story - probably not online
Kirk and Spock are disguised as Romulans to find a something - spy satelilte? - that crashed on a Romulan moon. They need to search a wide area, which just happens to be a mating ritual site - where pairs hunt for each other to prove their worth, or something like that.

Spock is off in the wild as the hunted partner (he's got a detector to find the satellite) and Kirk has to hunt him (using their pre-existing bond?).

Kirk's colouring was not changed - he's still fair, and fair-haired Romulans are usualy considered the lesser, or the hunted partner, not the dominant, or seeker partner. Another of the seekers decide that he wants Kirk.

Could be an existing relationship, could be first time.

Does anyone remember what zine this was in, the story title, or the writer?
28th-Aug-2015 07:40 pm - It's driving me crazy!
I'm looking for a fic in the AOS universe that's mpregKirk/Spock and mpregMcCoy/OMC. Kirk gets attacked by a bear like creature on an away mission and the natives operate on him. They give him a fully functioning uterus and Spock impregnates him with twin boys. Later on McCoy stars a relationship with a male Vulcan. McCoy gets injured in some way and they go back to those particular people so he can get their advanced medical treatment. He gets a uterus as well and gets pregnant. Throughout the fic Kirk develops a relationship with his mother who then starts dating Pike. McCoy's ex wife dies leaving Joanna to move to the Enterprise with McCoy.
I'm trying to find a fic that starts off in the academy days for in the Reboot universe during and maybe after the first movie. Kirk & Spock meet and either become friends or get together at the time. The specific part in the fic I remember is that McCoy makes a deal with Christine Chapel that if he is able to get Kirk to get Spock as part of the Enterprise crew, then Chapel will work for McCoy on the ship too because she's interested in studying Spock's physiology/biology of being a half human/half Vulcan. Can anybody please help find this fic for me?! I've looked through all my links when I first started reading and I'm kicking myself for not being able to find this again.
This is driving me nuts! I read a funny, well-written Kirk/Spock fic that starts with Kirk going kind of unconscious and delirious and Spock has to keep him awake by talking, and in the course it this Kirk finds out that Spock is gay or bi, and at one point says something like "I am not moving unless you tell me how many dicks you have sucked" and then Spock admits he is a virgin. He then comes to Kirk as a logical partner for non-emotional/exclusive sexual experimentation. Kirk is nervous about deflowering Spock, when, as he says, Spcks is at the stage of his development when he should be doing the Vulcan equivalent of holding hands and being dropped off by his mom at the movies, but they get it on. Then Kirk gets worried that things are going to get messy and tries to break it off, at which point Spock admits he is in love but says that he would continue to have non-exclusive sex with Kirk and that he never promised him anything, and Kirk says that he should be very jealous of any other hypothical lovers and shouldn't let anybody use Spock that way, so they stay together. Kirk then says that Spock probably thinks that they are going to live happily ever after and he loves him too much to tell him it probably won't work out that way. Thoughts? That is usually enough for me to re-find fics, but I have been looking for a week with no luck!
24th-Aug-2015 11:08 pm - CONTACT Zines Online
A fanzine rec:
For anyone who's interested, issues 1 - 4 of the iconic TOS zine CONTACT, edited by Bev Volker and Nancy Kippax, are now available online, and in PDF format, here.
They're legitimately posted by Nancy's nephew.
CONTACT was a hurt/comfort zine, gen rather than slash (although I'm told they come pretty close to crossing the line into slash at times).
Bev and Nancy also authored the novel length zine, Home is the Hunter, which as far as I know isn't online anywhere, but is an excellent read if anyone does find it. I used to have a copy, but unfortunately have lost it over the years. It was published as part of CONTACT 5, and then 6, so hopefully will appear online in the future.
Bev Volker passed away early in the new millennium, and Nancy in 2008.
As a teenager trying to find ST info in the Southern Hemisphere, in the 1980's, both of their names were familiar to me from treasured books such as Star Trek Lives.
Just thought they might be of interest.
24th-Aug-2015 01:12 pm - Vorik fics?
Probably a long shot but does anyone know any fics about ensign Vorik from Voyager? Preferrably ones that deal with what happens in the Pon Farr episode? I think I've read everything on AO3 but maybe there's something on LJ or other sites.
I saw this message below on Tumblr and am dieing for good McCoy Fics.

I want really some stories with really smart!competent! inventive! McCoy.
Nu! Movies, Academy, or TOS is fine. Slow builds for relationship and relationships that naturally develop. The longer the better, the plot-ier the better. (Switch would be a good example.)


Any recs ? :D

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i think people forget that leonard mccoy is a genius too??

like yeah they’re always talking about the genius and incredible intelligence of kirk and spock but bones is up there with them

first of all he’s the cmo of starfleet’s flagship like he has more authority than the fucking captain so you know he’s a hella good doctor

he is a master surgeon and is an expert in biology, psychology, xenobiology, and god knows what else, not to mention he’s spock’s doctor–spock who is the literal first of his species, Spock whose whole being is entirely unique–meaning that bones is making shit up while he goes when taking care of spock

not to mention how inventive he is?? remember when they were sent to that faux old west place to act out the OK corral and he made a fucking tranquilizer out of some snake venom and other shit and put it in a sort of bomb thing?? like that isn’t crazy resourceful and ingenious?

mccoy is a fucking genius he has so much knowledge up in that head of his idk how he sorts through it all.

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Hello everyone and thanks for reading my request.

I have forgotten the name of this fic.  It was def on A03.  It was McCoy/Kirk pairing.  It was told from McCoy's POV.  It followed them through cadet days, Narada, and its after math.  McCoy refers to himself as Leo in this fic.  It is quite a long fic-- epic even.

Some scences:
Jim and McCoy take a self defense class together, led by cupcake is a terrbile person and Jim takes over the class and teaches everyone including McCoy. They end of wearing pink shirts as a symbol for story reasons.

Jim runs off because Star Fleet wants to parade him out on the anniversay of the attack/birthday.  Jim does not tell anyone where he is going but McCoy finds hims.

Jim hacks into the room sorting and gets McCoy a gaint bed.  Jim sometimes sleeps there but he won't be with Bones because Bones will only do a relationship.

McCoy own a black statllion.

McCoy at one point gets infected by a disease he is studying, because his graduate aide made a mistake.  He gets put in the hosptial.

Sound familar to any one?
22nd-Aug-2015 11:15 pm - Looking for a specific hurt!Jim fic
This is driving me crazy, I know I'm gonna feel like a dunce when someone tell me the name of it cuz it's a pretty well-known fic, at least that's how I remembered it.

Annnyway, I came across this fic on LJ and I read its summary, and I remember I thought "sounds like one hell of a feast!" And then... there's no then... I can't believe I didn't bookmark it...
What I can remember is the summay says there's lots of hurt!Jim and Bones has to do some major operation on him without some proper instruments??? Does it ring any bell?? And there's a bomb? Some chaos? (I may or may not just imagined these two up)

And I have a vague impression that I get the link of this fic on this community, but now I can't locate it either, aghhh!!

So please help me! Thanks in advance!
22nd-Aug-2015 08:41 am - McCoy/Chekov Hostages
Blue Bonnets
I'm looking for a fic where McCoy, Chekov and some secondary crew members are held hostage. McCoy is injured and Chekov tries to take care of him. I think they are found because their captors buried the other crew members outside and the Enterprise can tell the earth was recently disturbed. Chekov ends up sleeping my McCoy's bed after they are rescued because McCoy is very anxious when they are apart.
20th-Aug-2015 08:20 am - Voyager, Paris becomes a doctor
TeniMyu - SanaRyo - Samurai
Hello! Are there any Voyager fics, (preferably slash, but I will take het and gen) where Paris becomes a doctor?
19th-Aug-2015 12:05 pm - McCoy travel back in time
Prime!Spock finds McCoy after Nero destroys Earth.  He tells McCoy that things would have been better if Kirk had joined Starfleet.  Prime!Spock sends McCoy back in time days before Jim mets Pike.  McCoy is suppose to convince Jim to join Starfleet.  When McCoy and Jim met they have sex.  McCoy ends up staying with Jim and they have sex several times.  McCoy finally tells him why they met and Jim leaves and doesn't come back.  Suddenly time jumps forward again to after the first movie.  McCoy now has memories of when Nero destroyed Earth and when it was saved.  Jim asks him if he remembers everything now and they get together.
18th-Aug-2015 06:08 pm - Looking for two Spock/Kirk AOS Fics
Hi! I'm looking for two fics.

The first one was a Spirk fic set in the Into Darkness movie. During the scene where Kirk was in the warp core and put his fingers to the Spock's fingers through the glass, Spock was able to read Kirk's romantic feelings for him through the glass. I'm pretty sure it was a one shot and on AO3.

The second one is also Spirk. Probably multi chapter (definitely kinda long) and probably on AO3. It was a soulmate AU, where people can have timers implanted in their wrists that count down till they meet their soulmate. I know Kirk had a timer, IDK about Spock. Anyway, when the hearing happened and Spock stood up, the timers went off. Party sure it was an Amanda lives AU, and that Kirk tried to get his timer removed near the end of the fic.

Thanks in advance!
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